natural beauty

So it hasnt stopped raining here in a couple days, we do get the odd breaks here and there but other then that rain.

I took this one outside the house cause the sky was soooo dark and amazing looking. If only I had a better view.

I took this one on our way home from Almonte after Ravens Kinderball game. It had been stormy ALL day then quit around 3-4ish. Driving to Almonte the skies were soooooo gloomy but on the way home you could see such depth with the clouds.

LiKe ThAt FlOwEr I wAs PiCkEd AnD pUlLeD aPaRt

OD

I hear those voices deep within
they wake me up feeling dead inside

I grab a bottle, cleanching on so tight
a glass of water, six or seven to start
before I know it, I no longer hurt

Pounding chest, a sudden rush
I turn to see a deep dark light
another day with one less breath
for tomorrow will be the same.

Sudden Rush

A sudden rush, full at might
tightened fists, ready to fight

blood is dripping to the ground
not a soul to be found

falling slowly to your knees
all I wanted was for you to see

those painful memories
that you brought to me.

Hidden

Tears they fall to the ground
but all you see is this sad sad frown
hidden behind long dark hair
all you people do is stare.

Black is what I happen to wear
not accepted, lifes not fair
I keep to myself, its better that way
as you walk but, you assume I'm gay

I am a burden to life itself
someone just for you to shove into the shelf
for every cut, there is a story
and one of these days you will be sorry

Blood it drips thick and dark
what, you can't notice this mark?
I am visible, can't you see?
feels to me as if I am finally free

All these unhappy tortured years
hidden behind these painful tears
dark red blood all over my skin
you now leave me alone with my sin.

Demons

In the darkness, no one knows
the powerful demons that begin to grow
starting deep, deep within
everytime they always win
I hear the voices tell me what to do
I just wished someone knew
Drops of blood, mixed with tears
afraid to look at myself in the mirror
a simple smile on my face
as I stand here in one place.
feelings of guilt sprawl within
but everytime those demons win.

SUICIDE

I feel it crawling under my skin
the painful feelings building within
I grab the knife off the floor
please forgive me of my sin
but you must understand
my lifes a bore
I see my weins, so tight and small
I gather my strength to slice them all
dark red blood drips down my hand
dripping softly to the floor
the painful feelings are at ease
please don't cry, it was for the best
I now life my life at rest.

dying tulips

UNHAPPY

Death looks upon me
showing its ugly face
thoughts stirring in my head
my heart an uneven pace
I do not wish a perfect world
but a world not full of hate
heaven plz open your gates
get rid of me before fate
I can no longer go on
this journey I've become
I am cole hearted and very numb
with nothing more to hain
all I ask is your love
before I go insane
death looks upon me
outside it begins to rain.

Alone

I feel all alone
no one knows me
no one to know
I always cry
off & on all day
fearful tears that want to play

Pain

I feel it crawling under my skin
the painful feeling building within
I grab the knife off the floor
please forgive me of my sin
but you must understand
my lifes a bore

I see my veins, so tight and small
I gather my straigth and slice them all
dark red blood drips down my hand
dripping softely to the floor
I'm tire now, I must go rest
the painful feeling is at ease
please dont cry, it was for the best
I now live my life in peaceful rest.

SALLY

She moved down the road
to the big brick home
her name was Sally, of 14yrs old.
never once seen a frown
come upon her little face
all the boys liked her, for she was a pretty face
but behind all that make up
was a Sally never seen
a torn up heart, marked up arms
and a face so pail and mean
I woke up one morning
to a sudden scream
Sally followed by a blood red stream
no longer does she live down the road
a girl names Sally who was 14yrs old.

So I've been enjoying my new camera that I got at xmas. I don't think there is a day that goes by where I don't snap a shot at something.

I am hoping that in time I can expand my knowledge and become a professional photographer and live life enjoying what I do!

In my small gallery you will find alot of out door pics as I LOVE nature and the effect of natural lighting!!